hipokrit...

hurm..pagi2 da mengeluh..xbek tol.ntah..pagi2 lagi ak dah down..btol ape org ckp..kebenaran tue sbnrnya pahit..tapi tu lah kbnran.nk xnk kne terima jugak...nk menanges pn xguna jer..the truth is...............

knpa kita prlu jdk hipokrit??kdg2 kte kne terima wlaupn kita xmau.bgtaw je la kan walaupun bnde tue kita xske..hurm..saat ni ak rasa...arghhh!knpa sy diuji sebegini?? :((

sOnoKnyERrrrr

sOnoKnyErr..yey! malam kang balik kg.jmpe baby.huh!xsbrnya...
sabo2...Hari ni ngn smlm office ak sunyi jerk..smlm staf rmai xdek..Tinggal ak sorg2 jerk kt office.bosannnnnn gler...student pn xrmai..dorg cm taw2 jerk staf xde..ish3....hari2 kje ak sme jew.bru 2 weeks kje da bosan..ain nih..ape la kn.. :D

smlm after kje ak follow abg ak pi psr.Bli lauk pauk sket +mknan tuk berbuka..Tp kan blik2 jew xde makanan tuk de.smua makanan de nk da bes.cian de.berbuke ngn kurma jew.hehehe
Lpas mgrib cpt2 de kluar.ak mls je nk ikut.pnt ar.rehat kt umah lagi bgus....Tgh2 jalan bli makanan tue,tetibe ak trpandang sorg baby tu..kt ati da terdetik..eh baby tu cm riana la..ish xkn riana bleh ad sini lak.mgarut jew..Rindu sesgt smpai tgk ank org pn cm ank sndri.hehehe :D

Malam ni blik trganu..Td baru cll riana bgtaw..haha cm riana tu pndai je ckp..ak cll mk bgtaw.dpt ckp ngn riana jp je coz de nk mandi..riana,tggu ibu blik taw2..

Minggu dpn cuti lme sket.tp da terbeli tiket,trpakse la blik gk dis week..dpt tgk riana 1 hr lbih jew.hurm xbest2.

ad sumthng mggu kpla otak ak nih..satu persoalan yang xtaw ble kn trjawab .hurm...sbnrnye npe?npe ssh sgt nk bgtaw..hurm


waiting and still waiting......

-ibu r!ana-

PSP,Fri 20/08/2010 ,13.01 pm

not in rite mood!skunk klau sdey2 je mst sumbt telinga ngn earphone.smpai org panggil pn xdgr.kdg2 staf kt office tu ckp sorg2 coz ak xdgr de ckp pe..hehhe...cian de..

Ni lagu feveret ak skunk :

Always be there -Maher Zain
-----------------------------
Allahu akbar....
If you ask me about love
and what i know about it
My answer would be
It's everything about Allah
The pure love,to our souls
The creator of you and me,the heaven and whole universe
The one that made us whole and free
The guardian og His true believers
so when the time is hard
There's no way to turn

As He promise He will always be there
To bless us with HIS love and HIS mercy
Coz as HE promise HE will always be there
He's always watching us,guiding us


So when the time is hard
There's no way to turn
As HE promise HE will always be there
To bless us with HIS love and HIS mercy
Coz as HE promise He will always be there
He's always watching us.guiding us
And HE knows what's in all in our heart

So when you lose your way
To Allah you should turn
As HE promise HE will always be there...


HE bring ourselves from the darkness into the light
Subhanallah praise belongs to YOU for everything
shouldn't never feel afraid of anything
As long as ew follow HIS guidance all the way
Through the short time we have in this life
Soon it all'll be over
And we 'll be in HIS heaven and we'all all be fine..
So when the times get hard
there's no way to turn
As HE promise HE will always be there
To bless us with HIS love and HIS mercy
coz HE promise HE will always be there
HE always watching us,guiding us
And HE knows whats in all in our heart

So when you lose your way
To Allah you should turn
As HE promise HE will always be there

Allahuakbar..

So when the time gets hard
There's no way to turn
As HE promise He will always be there
To bless us with HIS love and HIS mercy
Coz HE promise HE will always be there
He's always watching us,guiding us
And HE know what's in all in our heart


So when you lose your way
To Allah you should turn
As HE promise HE will always be there...

Allahuakbar..

-Maher Zain-

k3sEd!hAn vs kEr!nDuaN..

semalam ak tdr awal sesangat cz x berapa sihat.Maybe sbb xckop tdr sejak kebelakangan ni...(hurm..rindu dia jugak).penyakit xleh tdr tue da kembali.Ingatkan time blajar dulu je ad,skunk pun ada gak..Next friday i'm going back to my hometown..rindu sudey sama babyku :D

Same time,same month we create it together,but now..wht was happen??ak xnak pun blame sesape..but it make me really dissappointed!!

Perjalanan hidup xseindah yang kita sangka..ada pasang -surutnya..Kita xbleh jangka apa yang akan berlaku dlm hdp kita..Ak xmenyesal dengan apa yang telah ditentukan oleh Nya.Ia pengajaran yang amat berguna dalam hidupku untuk hari - hari yang mendatang..

SEtiap kegembiraan,pasti akan terselit sedikit kesedihan..senyuman yang ku lihat semalam kini tiada lagi..yang tinggal kenangan yang akan mengubat luka di hati..talk to myself,don't cry baby.you are strong,you need to be strong..step forward for your sweetheart & you can do it!

to sumone that i really love,

Yesterday u give me full of love,
today... it's gone.. ;(
i want to take it back ..but it useless
i'm am nothing for u..
you hurt me..
you make me cry..
thanks for the memories,
thanks for everything...

Loving you,
-nEa-

haR! iNi..

Hari ni ak datang awal giler..
hari ni kje ak sambg bwt website....
hari ni i hv already told that guys ..the truth bout our relationship..then end it now!!!
hari ni bermula perjalanan hidup bersama si dia..Nur Qalisha Adriana
Hari ni ak rse happy cz xsbr nak balik jmpa buah atiku ,Qalisha..meet my car, my parents & tell them "bout that"..
bermula hari ini everything was change!!!

pAg! yaNg sUraM..

mownink everybody..:D pagi2 lg da conteng2 blog...haha..hari nie awal giler datang cz bro ak hantr.klau x 7.45 bru tercegat dpn pintu masuk 2..datang2 je incik pegawai disiplin a.k.a incik abdul Aziz tgh btolkan tie dia..monin incik..:p

1st person smile :) kt ak today of course ler kwn bek ak kt dlm ofis ni Puan aidah..selamat pagi akak.. :) smlam tdr kol 3.15.kol 4.30 bgn sahur.td terbangun lmbat sket...kelam kabut.padan muka.haha......

Allah tu Maha Kaya,Maha mengetahui..hidup xselamanya indah.kdg2 terpalit jugak kesedihan dan kekecewaan...big liar never ever win!!! lepas satu,satu ak jmpa..sekarang dah xde perasaan langsung.buat apa nak sedih2,bkn boleh ubah pape pn..xperlulah nk sdih2 .kita memberi pada yang sudi bkn pada yang menagih simpati..bkn pada yang xtaw nak menghargai.. :)

Setiap yang berlaku ada hikmah disebaliknya..sbr dan redha dengan ketentuan ilahi.Kita diuji kerana Allah sygkan kita..bukan untk membebankan kita..

thinK +..never ever giveup!!!

entry RindU!

Blog ku chantek.yeyey!!!haha...dah lama sgt xjenguk2 blog ak ni..sejak2 da jdk ibu kan,sibuk sket.(sbnrnye xpn ) :p
petang td jmpa design blog tu..sgt comel.so ak pn tkr la jugak background blog ak nih..cantik kn? :D

Currently at Seberang perai Pulau Pinang,prktikal here..starting on 09/08/2010 - 21 Jan 2011..Lama benor..hurm..Tengah-tengah sibuk design website,tetibe teringat ngn buah ati pengarang jantung..Nur Qalisha Adriana.Apa lg kn,tros call cpt2..haha

Qalisha Adriana lahir 08 may 2010 tepat jam 8.55 a.m.Hari ni 17 Ogos 2010 adriana da 3 month 1 weeks & 2 days..Da besar da putri kesayangan ak tue..she that the only one daughter that i hv.Harta ku dunia akhirat..semoga adriana mnjadi ank yang solehah..amin

Sekarang adriana da pndai da smile :) .dia sgt mnja of course ler ngn ak kn..xsabarnya nk balik jmpa baby riana..:D

Life sbgai sorg ibu sgt best.xbosan pn coz ad baby disisi stiap masa..xprlu kot org len..menyemak jew.haha,,kami bahagia berdua..alhamdulillah.

2.21 a.m mata ak besar je lg..bila ntah nk tutup..kol 4.3o kang bgn sahur lak..smlm da stay up smpai pg.Pastu pg kje cm org mamai je..haha..
masuk je office air cond pulak..lg la mata ak nk xnk je bukak.smlm lmbt sket check in coz jalan kaki.slalunya abg ak yg hntr..disebabkan akak ak guna car trpkse lah jln..orait jerk..exercise pagi2 :D

Tetibe lak punch card bwt hal.3 kali ak g punch card,xjdk gak.supposely ak check in thumbprint tapi baru masuk n blum reg trpkse lah guna punch card..staff baru la katakan..haha

satu hari ak ddk je mgadap lptp..pagi smpai kol 5 td..tetibe sv ak dtg tgk design tu..naseb bek de puas hati..klau x..kureng lg la markah ak.kihkihkih
ptg lak.en wan dtg melawat...2 sv yg bg markah .rajin btol sv2 ak tu melawat ak.haha..kol 8 pagi big boss da jenguk ak..slmat pagi en Fadli..hehhe..caring btol dorg kt ak erk..(pasan je lbey)

jabatan ak ad 10 staf: 4 pmpuan 6 lelaki..dorg smua baik2 .ak paling rapat ngn k.aidah..she likes my mom..selalu dtg jenguk ak kt bilik n treat me like her daughter..yang ak paling ske,dia masak sgt best.1st day ak masuk office,k.aidah masak nasi kandar.best sgt..

Pastu ad mama yang bkl deliver baby,Puan suzaina.puan ,sy doakan smga puan slmat melahirkan baby.slamat mnjadi mama.. :D

haaa..nak taw x kt office dorg panggil ak HAYATIE..haha janggal gler.xde org panggil ak nme tu except teacher tuition dlu jerk..pape je lh..ak xkesah pn asal kn tu nme ak..:) so far kje kat situ ok jew.da seminggu kt situ,hanya office ak je yg ak taw.haha..teruk kn?
xsempat nk jalan2,klau org tnya ak,ak xtaw nk ckp cmne..yang ak taw office ak jer n surau kt ats..


rindunya Qalisha adriana..da tdr kot..time tdr dia kol 12 - 1.skunk da nk masuk jam 3 confirm da lena putri ak tue :) selamat malam anak ibu..ibu sayang awk sesgt.Ibu balik 6ti,ibu bwk adik jalan2 ngn kete ibu ye..kte g shopping!!!

Tutup la wahai mata..selama lamanya pn xpe..eh,salah2 :p adriana need me.kecian ank ibu kan..xpela sayang..ibu janji akan bahagiakan awk...kte akn bhgia berdua.yeah!!!

hurm..pnt da tgn ak tekan2 nih..continue next time keyh.. :D

p/s : adriana,ibu love you xoxo
laina :nice blog!take care dear...luv u

tatkala hati menanges pilu dan merindui Qalisha Adriana.....